I Don’t Know How Hard I’m Supposed to Try — Day 3 Back at Work

Let me look back on today.

Woke up early, got myself ready, made breakfast, studied English on the commute. Finished work, studied again on the way home. Picked up my little one from daycare, then solo parenting all the way through bedtime. (The room was a bit warm tonight, so it took a while to fall asleep…)

That was my day.

And yet, I still feel like I’m not doing enough.

I think I’m trying pretty hard in my own way — but then I open up social media and see people working so much harder. I know comparing myself to others isn’t good for me… (although, if I have time to scroll through SNS, maybe I should be doing something else? lol)

The day flew by, just like that.

I don’t know how hard I’m supposed to try.

But I guess I’ll just do what I can, for now.

And that’s enough — at least, that’s what I’m telling myself.

See you next time 🌿